When I finally do have the time to sit down and articulate a thought or two they all seem to just run together. This afternoon I still have a few more hours that I need to log into my math course before 11pm but I am taking a break to blog.
I started thinking about the last few weeks and how busy they have been and it has made me realize some things. I like to do a lot of things and have a hard time saying no to myself until it hits me in the alone time department and then I wonder why I did that to myself again. Does anyone even know what I am saying?
Basically, I am just saying there are not enough hours in the day and I hate being confined to the 24 that I am given.
This week while driving into to work I thought about my mom and started to get all choked up. I don't think that I could've possibly appreciated my mom or dad more until I became a mom and realized some things. Anyway, I called her to just say that I loved her and that I am glad she is still on the other end to call and say that to. For those of us who still have our parents, remember there will come a day when they won't be there on the other end so seize the day and call your mom and dad just to tell them you love them.
Today I got really emotional after church thinking about my good friend Natalie and her hubby Chris, and baby V moving so far away. It just really makes me sad. I have been having many conversations to the Lord about this for weeks but alas, I know in my heart they are in good care. I just wish that they could have remained being cared for HERE!! Still, I know that I will keep in touch. There are some friends that just come and go but these are not those kinda friends for me. Natalie is a gem, truly like a little sister and I will miss her greatly. We will see each other when our book gets published though and when we go on a book tour and so there is that :)
A good friend a while back said that I shouldn't hold back the tears. That a good cry is a good thing. I am feeling that lately when I need to cry the tears are readily available, but when I need to laugh.....I laugh so loud I scare myself and those around me.
One final thought, they need to make a musical movie like ; Across the Universe, Mama Mia that uses the Cures music- don't ya think??
6 comments:
I so agree with you on this. I called my Mom a few hours ago to tell her I loved her. You are not alone.
I hear ya, friend. When i try to write out all the things I am doing, it seems like not a lot. When i actually live the day, so much of my to-do list gets pushed back another day. Why is that?
melissa is that you?
if so i am glad you called your mom because truly just even thinking of the day when she won't be there makes me tear up.
shontell- so much to do so little time to do it and can i just say a HUGE Thank you for all the work you have put in up there in the lower lands of Kidland. You are amazing my friend and deserve a big pat on the back for all your hard work.
Yep, it's me! It's Your Decor is my website I made for my business. I am not so good at this blogging stuff though. I need help! LOL
I'm waiting for a Queen-based musical
i can't wait to laugh out loud at such a volume that people stare at us TOGETHER! BA-HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
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