It's a funny thing, my fast from coffee ended yesterday and I think I had about 3 or 4 very good, very full cups of coffee, but here I sit today with a cup of Green Tea and one stevia. (My replacement drink of choice in the mornings)
Giving up coffee was not an easy fast for me.
I am still not entirely sure why I did it.?
I know I wanted to give up something for Lent that wouldn't have a dual purpose.
By that I mean, often times when I fast, to be quite honest I hope that it will help me lose weight.
I mean, I don't set out going "I am going to fast from sugar so I can lose weight!"
I definitely disguise my fasts with a much more spiritual expression as to why I am fasting from whatever it is.
So a true confession I am giving you here is that, when I fast from time to time to pray, seek God's wisdom, or for a friend or whatever the reason, deep down I think this will help me too!
Shocking I know, but there you have it!
But coffee never entered any of those categories.
In fact, I think I remember telling myself that I could never give up coffee.
It was like the one thing in my life I would never do.
When others would talk about not drinking coffee anymore I would actually feel bad for them.
As though they were missing out on something so precious in life, so wonderful, so essential... why would you ever give it up?
Well, here I sit on this gloriously rainy, perfect Washington morning and although I could have coffee I want Green Tea.
Huh? I didn't see that one coming!
Fasting I have learned over the years is more a matter of choice.
And how luxurious a life I lead that I GET the choice to FAST from anything!
If there is just one thing that I really took away from this Lent season it is that.
I have the choice to fast from food, drink, television, certain clothes(free trade), stores i will shop at, etc.
And what a gift that is.
Truly we (Americans especially) are saturated with choice.
It is a freedom, I know I have taken for granted over the years.
This Lent season helped me to realize that, and so much more and I am hoping I don't soon forget it.
If there is nothing else you have to be thankful, grateful for in your life today let it be that you have the choice to choose whether to drink coffee or tea, or clean water and be blessed by that alone.
2 comments:
I am so glad we can be coffee friends again. Also glad that you are sticking with tea only because coffee will kill you. HAHA just kidding. Miss you. My husband is in Tacoma getting ready to walk into a test right now. I begged him to let me come with, but he reminded me we are broke. Dang it.
Well... I had coffee this morning so ya know I don't think Green Tea will be my one and only in the morning! nothing could ever really replace the bean.
I have been wondering how The Brew Crew is doing. They tested again for Tacoma? Well, I will pray that he did really well. Anything turn up so far for jobs in WA area?
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